i am not dead, i am just a horrible, horrible author who hasn't written anything of substance in longer than she can remember. if anyone still reads this or remembers who i am, have some words, because i am bored and full of thoughts. non-fiction, non-bandom, nothing special.

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i have not updated this journal in almost ten weeks, because i haven't been writing. so,

( just a thought. 120. )

not part of anything, spur of the moment thinking. hopefully something more substantial in the near future. ♥

( perilous. 4836 words. ryan/brendon. pg-13. )
possible snapshot from something bigger, yet again, and if you understand what i was maybe, possibly, sort of getting at, yay! un-beta'ed, as per usual. feel free to concrit me. posted mostly just so you don't think i'm dead. =]

♥

RECIPIENT: alexalgebra.

TITLE: Cosmopolitan Blood Loss.
AUTHOR: inamorate via fght_ffyrdmns
RATING: R. Mature themes, yes?
PAIRING: Someone/Brendon. Pick-your-own, 'cause I couldn’t decide.
POV: Third.
SUMMARY: AU. A doctor and his patient.
DISCLAIMER: Hahaha, absolutely not. I own nothing, I know nothing. If you’re here ‘cause you googled your name (or your friends, record label, band mates or co-workers), please go back. You don’t want to know what I write about you. Seriously.
WARNINGS: Err, it’s kind of a fetish-based fic, so. There’s that. Also, if you are squicked by blood-letting/leeches, you probably don’t want to read this, unless you’ve got a thing for being squicked, like my Brendon. xD
A/N: [Title stolen from a glassJAw song.] Around 1300 words of medical fetish fic (with a little bit of feelings, I couldn’t help it!) for alexalgebra. Merry Christmas, Alex! I hope this is to your liking. Don't kick me if it sucks, 'kay? ;) Keep an eye out, too, because there may or may not be a longer AU 'verse with a bit more variety in topic coming out sooner or later, because I started another story for you and it never got finished. Love and other good things also go out to Rit sympathynotlove, Claire rytosis, Sam sam_i_am_not_2, and anyone else who listened to me freak out about writing this. ♥

( onwards, readers! )

TITLE: we'll all soon come to an end.
AUTHOR: inamorate [fght_ffyrdmns].
RATING: light R.
POV: third.
PAIRING: ryan ross/jarrod gorbel.
SUMMARY: two letters apart.
DISCLAIMER: i do not own either of these boys.
A/N: written because, at present time, i am obsessed with the honorary title and wanted some fic. based on 'snow day' by said band, which you can listen to under the cut. title taken from 'bridge and tunnel'. as a side note, this is probably the only fic in the world with jarrod in it. seriously.

( we've been waiting for countless hours. )

writer's craft '07, con't.

final summative evaluation/manuscript.
( 01. river. )
( 02. to write love. )
( 03. 041807. )
( 04. how to call a bluff. )
( 05. remember the stars. )
( 06. dreaming upside-down. omc. )
( 07. on my own. )
( 08. bones. )
( 09. happy apple poison. )
( 10. bruise pristine. omc. )

pre-inamorate giant fic page of doom!

links to fic on therecordskipsx, from oldest to newest.


sometimes, a circle is just what you need.
ryan/brendon. PG13. 1/1.

no matter how far we go.
ryan/brendon. PG13. 1/1.

truth or dare 01, 02.
ryan/brendon; spencer/jon. R/NC17. 2/2.

brightly wound.
ryan/brendon. PG. 1/1.

secret love and the fastest way to loneliness.
1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13.
ryan/brendon. R. 13/13.

we are.
ryan/brendon. PG. 1/1.

fascinate 01, 02.
ryan/brendon; others? R/NC17. to be continued.
warnings: blood.

atlantic. two endings: 01, 02.
unnamed. R. 1/1.
warnings: character death.

shoot down the stars.
ryan/brendon. PG. 1/1.

spiders.
unnamed. PG. 1/1.

let's call this the quiet city.
ryan/brendon. PG13. 1/1.

casino clouds.
ryan/brendon. PG13. 1/1.

the stage is set.
01. 02. 03. 04. 05. 06. 07. 08. 09. 10. 11.
girl!ryan/brendon; brendon/OMC; brief ryan/OMC. R. 11/11.
warnings: het, transgendered character.

the fourth, the fifth.
unnamed. PG. drabble. 1/1.

let the music fade.
hayley williams/ryan kirkland (paramore/between the trees). PG. 1/1.

land me down softly.
ryan/brendon. PG. 1/1.

autumn drabble.
unnamed. PG. 1/1.

untitled WIP.
ryan/brendon. R. to be continued.

spelunking?.
gen. PG/PG13. 1/1.